When I started this blog, I was ready to share all my thought and ideas on a lot of different things in life. I felt it was a great outlet and maybe something the Yeshua was wanting me to do. I felt a pull to it and so I took a jump. Sadly, every time that I would start writing what could be a post on faith, motherhood, fitness/health or hard knock topics I would go completely blank. I would get half way through what I was going to talk about and then I hit a roadblock, I was frustrated and I almost gave up on being a blogger.
I started questioning everything to figure out what was stopping me to write for the blog.
Was it fear of critic or that people might get mad at me? Was it that maybe I’m not qualified to do to write? Was it that I felt that no one cared or even read my words?
All those are fears that were part of stopping me, I was letting my fears of achieving my dream. I felt pulled to do blogging and I was letting fear stop that and if I gave up it would be the biggest regret. I wouldn’t know where my thoughts and Ideas would go if I did just quite so I needed to find a way to get around this roadblock.
I thought that when I would admit that I was letting fear stop me from writing that I would just start writing again but it didn’t. It took me to admit that I was stopping myself, I was my own roadblock and worse enemy. I said that out loud to myself and dwelled on that thought for the rest of the day. When I sat down that night, I pushed myself to write one simple blog post and I didn’t give up. After I did that I was able to put my ideas, thought and opinions on paper easier than before.
I had to remember that my blog is my place to express myself, talk about my experiments and put out there my opinions, research and bible studies. Even though it might not reach people that I might like to do it doesn’t mean that there isn’t anyone looking at it. I am not giving up
Is there a roadblock in your life? Something that is stopping you achieving you goals or dreams in life? Do you feel called by Yeshua to do something but it seems that you can’t go anywhere with it? Don’t give up and keep pushing through and search for what that roadblock is and ask for help to remove it.
Young Country Mama